What is wrong with me?

I know you'll think its daft, but tyr seeing someone, or possibily somthing like meditation, or hypnotism, i have heard they work really well. Maybe search them up on the internet, and find someone local who does it. Its somthing to look into, and if i were you, i would do somthing like hypnotism. Everybody has phobia's, its just our brains, not an illness. Like people who are afraid of planes, nothing is wrong with them, theyre scared of the outcome. Just look at these things. hope i could help :)